Inspiration Friday: Patience

I often tell my husband that I think God's life lesson for me is patience && these past couple weeks have really proved that point! Hayden has been getting her next round of teeth, and if you haven't been around a teething toddler let's just say it doesn't exactly put them in the best of moods. Last Friday Hayden was in one of the worst moods I've ever seen her in - the entire day was like one looong meltdown. At one point in time, she flung herself backwards into my face. This freaked me out because she hit my eye and I was really concerned since I am supposed to avoid contact with my eyes for a couple weeks still {due to my LASIK a couple weeks ago.} Well my eye ended up being fine, but after lunch I discovered the majority of one of my teeth had broken completely off!

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In order to get this fixed I had to drive my self down to Iowa City Wednesday because that's where my orthodontist/prosthodontist/&oral surgeon are. I only needed the prosthodontist though because she broke one of my "implanted" teeth. To make a loooonnng story short, I've been in braces for about 13 years now and have undergone many surgeries to fix my jaw and replace missing teeth {something I was born with.} When I first started going through all of this I was told they'd be done by the time I went to college - I was SO excited for a fresh new beginning! Obviously that didn't happen. So then I told myself, at least they'll be done by the time I'm married {2 years into college.} They literally laughed at me when I asked if that was a possibility. I felt self conscious of smiling at my own wedding, and I still dislike several of my wedding pictures for this reason. Then of course I was hoping they'd be done by my first child {which I had during my last semester of college.} Hayden turns 15 months in a few days.

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I only have one more surgery this summer, and so based on what I thought they had left to do after that, I thought surely they'd be done at the very latest next Spring. This is kind of what we've been assuming for a while. When I went to see my doctor to get my tooth fixed, I thought I might as well discus the rest of what has to be done and get a better timeline {he's the guy in charge of the whole process, who will do all of the "pretty stuff" at the end, but I rarely get to talk to him.} He told me I'm probably looking at 18 months - 2 years before they are done. This is the exact opposite of what I wanted to hear.

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I would like to say that I have been incredibly patient with them. Many things in my life have revolved around this whole stupid process - including where I went to college! I feel like I have to get this done in order to "move on" with my life, but I must constantly remind myself, that there will never be this future magical time in my life when everything is perfect. This may seem silly to most of you who don't really understand how much this journey has impacted me, but it's been a very long, and at times frustrating one for sure. Never have I doubted that it is all because God knows something I don't - that He sees the bigger picture and knows what is best for me. I would have never gone to school here, had it not been for needing to stay close for monthly appointments, but it was truly a life changing experience and I'm very glad I ended up where I did.

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This is definitely the longest post I've written to accompany my Inspiration Friday lol, but it's also one of the most meaningful to me! I don't expect everyone to understand it, but I do know we all have setbacks in life, and hopefully these quotes can encourage you guys as well! So here are the rest of them:

{vol25 on Etsy}

Future + Hope {lizzaeh on flickr}

{the life divine}

{namaste}

{Spiritual Inspiration}

{bara-bruh}

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{Inkstomp on Etsy}

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P.S. I just BARELY got this written. The top of my power cord that connects to my computer has suddenly decided to fray and looks like it will break of very soon - of course no longer able to charge my computer, which is about to die. Probably due to all of the times I've caught Hayden chewing on it :(. After I post this I'll probably need to read back through all of these quotes again on my phone lol. {So please forgive me if I'm absent until we can find me a replacement cord!} C'est la vie!

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